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Thursday, April 7, 2011

To Our LOVE

My Precious Little P-Dis-

We got the news today that you are steadily growing stronger just as you should be!  I can't tell you what a relief that is to hear-daddy and I anxiously await this news after each and every test that is completed.  It is not that we doubt that we will meet you at the end of this year; it is actually quite the opposite.  I feel like everything is going to be absolutely perfect!  My fear comes from not knowing if my feelings are right.  But for now, I am going to keep praying and believing that you are growing oh so perfectly inside of me.  If the symptoms I am having are any indicator, you are making GREAT progress!  I know this might seem crazy to some, but I LOVE each and every one of these symptoms as it reminds me of the precious miracle I have inside of me.

Precious Baby, we are crazy in love with you already!  I never knew that this kind of love was possible....the kind of love that keeps a smile on my face even when I'm beyond frustrated with life.  These things just don't seem quite as important as they used to.  We have been praying for a very long time for God to bring you into our lives and we are beyond amazed at the journey He has sent us on to get here.  You, little one, have made me a stronger person.  You have put my entire life into perspective and you have taught me how to never give up.  You have taught me how to be patient and persistent and you have simply made me a stronger person.  Most importantly, my desire to have you has given me a relationship with the Lord I'm not sure I would have had otherwise.  You have done so much for your mommy and daddy....and all before even entering my womb!

I am so excited and look forward to each and every milestone we will experience through this pregnancy.  However, I truly want to treasure each and every moment; I don't want to take for granted one second of being your mommy.  That pain that so many women still face is fresh on my heart but the joy I feel with you inside of me doesn't even compare.  Yes, it was ALL worth it!

I will never stop thanking the Lord for choosing us to be your parents!  We love you Baby P and truly can't wait to meet you.  Until then, keep growing stronger on the inside and I'll do my best on the outside!

1 comment:

Joanna said...

This is so very sweet. It made me cry. The love you will feel for these babies are like no other love in the world. It's the best feeling! I'm so excited for you and James. Can't wait to meet those little rascals.